fuck...

okay, so today sucked... dinner was horrible, well, the food wasnt... but the ppl that surrounded me... then my mom pulls her usual shit, and its bad when u dont remember holding ur own mom against the wall by her throat and raising ur fist to her... i want to get sent away, get away from all of this, just for a week, it will be worth it... but im gonna go on a walk, try to cool off a lil bit... all i have to do is look around my room, the walls are riddled with holes... and i remember every one of those times... im going to go.