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okay, im anxious, hungry, and pissed, its hard to be those three things at the same time... anxious for next weekend, hungry havent eaten all day,m not because im not hungry, but well, idk really, i think its cuz im sad :(... and pissed cuz talkin to ppl in my house is like talking to a fuckin rock... havent done much lately... i paint.. STAINED today... didnt paint, i was using stain... big fuckin difference... but my back hurts from all of it, it agitated me... then my bro was being himself, a negative nancy... he got his stereo hooked up, and since then, ive been his man bitch to help him with it... i was mr slave HAHA, i can still get myself to laugh... so, i got a new pack of smokes, and instead of having one, im talking to Stephen, but they are still tempting... justy dont think bout it and im fine... i even set em off to the side... me proud... man, there isnt like shit to do in this town nemore... everybody that plays hack left, Christa, Ed, Jimmy isnt in town, Mike doesnt play nemore, well does, but is never round... and everyone else, never hung out with much... oh, Katie, but shes like, idk haha... just every now and then hang out wither... but Christa and Ed, saw them everyday, and now they both be gone... miss em both... man, i wish i could be going back to coudy right now, see everyone again... i g2g