halo

well, im a fucked up person
MAIN REASON BEING: i started thinking that i think too much, contradicting yes, but then i start thinkin of why i think so much and then persist to worry myself on those subjects, yes, i know, im a dumbass... but idk...

lastnight was pretty cool...
it consisted of:
Tylie = )
180 mgs of DXM
cosmic bowling
met a new person
lotsa driving at night = )
and a lonely ride home = (

but i got to see her again...

then today she called...
she said i was acting different...
arrising the question if im still good ol'e charlie
or someone new
idk, i dont care to know either,
kinda happy with the way i am meow...
worrieless...
but that can be a bad thing,
but who knows...

i just need to stop thinkin on thigns soo much...
but she said i was different in a bad way *sigh*
the one person i want acceptance from says im badly different...
fuck it...

MAYBE, just maybe i should turn into someone that doesnt let others in, just the ones i know and trust, but that would make me a dickhead, and mean ppl suck... who likes mean people, NOONE, especially me, then id be a self hater haha...
who knows...
things will work out as they are to...

toodle loo everyone