Failure

now, normally, i am a very happy person, but today, i feel like an asshat... this week, has had too many good memories to be forgotten, so why is it that i feel like this today??? i have no clue...

failure
hate
despiar
need
want
death
cold
darkness
loss
empty
lost
confusion

those words keep runnin through my head... idk why... hmmm...


been with Danni 10 days now, these ten days, waking up, knowing she cares. is wonderful...
im confused as hell...
i need to either
A. crawl in a hole, not come out, let the world pass me by... or
B. sleep this one off... get my work done. and sleep...