damn...

He's still fuckin in that damn place... i want him out... i want him back... i want to be there by him like i use to be... sit on his lap after school, watch tv, helping me with my homework...
look at me now... a fuckin wreck... cant even do a summary for work... dont ever want to get out of bed... never see him... but i want to... but its just that thing... hmm, enough on that subject...

didnt talk to neone today... NOONE... sucks...

school sucked... got pissed off today...

No smokes all day...

no call, all day...

all day, nothing...

nothing interesting...

goodnight.