NO RIGHT WAY TO DO THIS SHIT!!!

The All Seeing, All Dancing: November 2005

Saturday, November 19

hmmm...

okay, well, last night i was pissed off, real bad... but this morning, im happy, mainly cuz of my dream...

neway... today gonna be going to that Pink Floyd concert thing is umm, shit i forgot... haha... neway... got lots of work to do before i can go to that...

in other news, my dream...


okay, i dont remember much of it, but i remember ALOT of it...

from where i remember, i was in the middle of this water park, that happened to be at the playground at the elementary school... everything was the same... but the bridge for the nature trail was a lil bit farther down... i was going on al the rides that were there, these ones were in the parking lot... then i remembered i had to meet someone... that will come later... so, to start looking for them, i started jumping from ride to ride while on the slide, lil bit risky, but fun as shit... kinda flieing from one to another... i had eventually found the person i had to... but where they were at, they were a SLAVE to BIKERS!!! i mean these ppl were all big a grizzly looking, like mid 50's... so, we got into a fight, and i pushed him into a slide, and he got stuck, and all hte other ones just left*rolls eyes*... wierd huh... not finished haha.... so then, im standing there in hte rock, and i climb ontop of the monkey bars... then suddenly, a fuckin werewolf*rolls eyes* jump up ontop... i dont remember how he left the dream... so then, i drop back down to the rocks... and im looking for the person i was originally looking for... they were in the bushes somewhere, and all of a sudden, the monkey bars fall on me... and i saw this screen, kind of like in movies, that said 6, 284 seconds later... i found that funny when i woke up... then, i go over, and found the person, then we went home haha... then we had to go to school, it was like 9 pm at night, and im like WTF!!!... so, i go, and it was different... there was a stairway right where the spanish classes were at... i was going to biology... i dont know why, but i had a smoke in school, but noone said nething... so, i walked to the door, and flicked it out the door, dont know why i was so worried bout ppl seeing me opening a door when i had a ciggarette... then, just skipped to after class, and im walking with someone after school down the hall, it was Caitlin, and she had red eyes... just the colored part was red, but the rest was normal... neways, we were talking about *********** (incorrect number of stars)... neways, she left... and i convinced her, idk how, but i did of what we were talking about... then... i was talking to a whole bunch of ppl, and i realized something.... Stephen was happy, Caitlin was happy, Sam was happy, and a whole bunch of other ppl, too many to put names... but they were the main ones... and i was happy too, but im not sure why...

well thats it... that when i woke up and found a Jolt Cola on my desk w00t.... and a whole bunch of tootsie rolls from lastnight...


well i have things to do...


have a nice day everyone...

Monday, November 7

wow

well, alot on my mind, nothing to be shared, as usual... things that go on in my head, noone will get, noone will ever hear of what it is... some not nice stuff, other, the things that make me smile, im smiling now just thinking, it would make me happy... i make ppl smile, its my job... but sometimes, its hard to make others smile, i try my best, but this time, i feel lieke giving up...

other news, schools been great, except for the fact i dont know what im doing... it sucks haha... but i got caught up, already reading all this stuff, doing all my work... alot different than how i was before i got sent away...

i also QUIT SMOKING!!!! well, 1 in 5 days... its pretty good...

so, my mom keeps threatening me to go back to the meadows, we got into a big arguement with that... shes been herself lately... i hate it, shes been kim... dad has been Jim... hes till cool though...

Tootsie rools are addicting as shit...

i mis the old times... haha... i got half the places in town "covered" with memories... if i could remember them, but im not doing that stuff nemore, i QUIT, not nemore... after what happened last week, nothing is going in me... im proud of the decision...

i havce to be going, ive run out of my supply of tootsie rolls, ive got a 5 lb bag, and its calling my name... bye everyone...