NO RIGHT WAY TO DO THIS SHIT!!!

The All Seeing, All Dancing: June 2005

Monday, June 27

YAY!!!

well, i didnt do much lately... Christa is in brafrod... and Sam REALLY owes me... i have nothing elsde to say... haha... later everybody...

Sunday, June 26

yay...

wqell, havent been up to much lately.. been bored really... i gotsta be cleaning my room here in a lil... today, we are painting the basement floor*yawn*... haha but neways, ive been doing great lately... super duper great.... got stuff on my mind, but it aint bad, so no reason to fear haha...
well, i gotta get off my lazy ass, find my smokes, and clean...


byes everyone

Wednesday, June 22

the taste of tears is unusual to me, its different... not use to it, but now it seems as if a oh so common thing... no card, no happy birthday, so mom, this is for you, u fucking cunt, FUCK YOU.

Tuesday, June 21

well then

today is my birthday i guess... i forgot already, but Christas phone lastnight, and her post today reminded me, other than that, noone but my brother and mom has told me happy birthday... my brother is being a fucking dumbass again... oh wait he like usually is... it bothers me, i act just fine, maybe some sarcasm everynow and then, but hes just fucking retarded... he brags all the time, says things that i dont care about, and he knows that bother me... people have pointed this out to him and me both before, but it never changes... always the same... today is not going to be a good day, that is why im going to Katie's... i guess theres gonna be a bunch of ppl there for a party for mes... i dont know how long ill stay, but oh well... ive had a temptation to spend the day alone... no family, friends, or anything... idk y that is, but its just there... i want to talk to Joe... miss him, we havent talked in forever... have too much shit on my mind for this to be a good day... all of this bothers me... i feel sad, want to cry, but i cant... HAHA im turning emo, would u believe that... oh well, fuck it... ill still try my best...
but i must be going... gotta get my shower... and then head out... BYE EVERYONE!!!

Monday, June 20

mmm

today was good... i cheered Christa up... that made me feel better... later today, i am to be hanging out with her and we are gonna watch Haggard... right now, Jimmy is out, with a friend... drinking... *noise of disgust*... such disgustingness... im bored, as fuck... nothing to do... just talking to Sam... listening to music... today, i was not pleased with too much... it was fathers day... that was relaxing... my mom was being a bitch as usual... Christa and i made two new words today... one, desticles, a cross between dick and testicles... made that one on accident... and twunt... between twat and cunt... it sounds funny... well, i must be going... gonna make some coffee...

goodnight everyone...

oh hey bitches... tommorow is my birthday, if u count today as monday... i count it as sunday cuz i havent slept yet... so TUESDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! PICK UP EVERYTHING U CAN AND DONT BOTHER WITH IT!!!

Saturday, June 18

well then

After half of my pack of smokes, and two pots of coffee, IM NOT TOO TIRED ANYMORE!!! isnt that great... but yah... i still yawn, and i can type right... and im not dragging ass... im gonna be going to cs today, then leaving thaqt at 11, to go to some shits for my brothers work place, open house shit... ive realized that i use the word shit alot, its cuz shit is a shitty word, it makes me think of shitty shit... haha... had my moment of fun... but i must be going, to start to work on my third pot of coffee...

oh yah, im going to olean some time today... to get me and my mom birthday presents.... i get my self my own gifts... pretty funny... last time, i had to pay them back for my birthday present... messed up stuff... im gonna go...

BYES EVERYONE

BUMSEN!!!

well, i havent slept now for bout 48 hours roughly... i cant think straight, my vision is horrible, and i dont feel good all over... im thinking bout taking a trip to the hospital cuz in that time period, bout 15 Trazedone havent not helped a but... iahev the icky feleling... wow , ifm starting to lnot evem ntotype goods nomore... this defficiency is doin g more thna what drugs have evr dun, but htsi is nt li ke a gog good trip,,, nonononono, htis is like sa bad one... i feel tired, but i layed in bed since like 2 am some time round thereish i thinkjl like yah... mes gona go mkaw somes s coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

byes byues eveyrgbvfvbosy


Oh naheyah an my bfay is in like damnit, i forgots when it was to be... something imn teh 20's i thinlk, but everyomne dont not clelbrate its, its horrible, alwyas gifihgting.... i gotta tog o gret ms soeme fcoffeee...

Friday, June 17

Sun

Sun, when the Sun dont shine
I try like hell to make light from the dark
Sun, if the Sun dont shin
i try like hell to make light from the dark for you
Raise youre god again
they dont give a damn
Raise youre god again
I dont give a damn
You dont see the light
You live in the dark
Somehing told me to tell you
Some of them u just may not like
Something told me to tell you
Not to give a damn
Something told me to tell you
Not to tell me what to do
Lights, always blinding youre sight
Living in a world of dark
You cant see what there really is

BUMSEN

Hmm, Brunnen kann ich nicht wirklich nach Sachen gehen dieses mal... Ich liebe die Welt, ist sie wundervoll, ist das Leben groß, aber ich hasse noch die fucking Leute in ihr..., das nichts den stoppen kann. Sein nicht wirklich die Leute selbst aber die Weise fungieren sie, sie Sachen, die sie... Sie bildet mich wütend, pisses ich weg von... ihnen erklärt Ihnen, wieviel sie für Sie sich interessieren, erklären Sie ihnen, daß derselbe, dann sie DU ARSCHLOCH Überschuß... sie Sie, als ob Sie nichts... Schritt auf Ihnen sind, werfen Sie aus das Grund... dieses ist behandeln, was mich wirklich... dort ist einer stört, den ich mich interessiere für... Ich mag das Gefühl, das ich für sie habe, aber gleichzeitig, HASSE ich sie... sie mich stören, ist fast alles über sie... die Wortliebe overused, verursacht sie Schmerz... diesen Wortmittelhaß zu mir... Phrasen Ich liebe dich, und Bullshit sind beide acht Buchstaben, Übereinstimmung, I Sache, nicht... ich für die Nacht gehen muß...

oh Kasey, if u are to be reading this, i know u never meant anything bad, i accept that, along with ur decisions...

oh, today is my father's birthday, so dad, Happy Birthday, i know u wont read this, but i love you, uve helped me out alot, dont know what id do without, im thankful i have u...
What are we doing here
It’s what u can’t see
I fake a smile
You force a tear
I can’t tell you what u want to hear
Do you want this
Do you need this
There’s not much more I can take
All the times u stepped on me
And asked me for my name
I remember how u use to kick me around
Look into my eyes, come take all my pain
You ask for my help
I feel the same
Get the fuck away from me
But did u look in my eyes
Take the pain away from me
But all I ask
Is to get away
You look at my face
And just sit there and stare
You just throw me around
And set me on my own

i worte that, tonight in ten minutes, after i got done hanging with Dee and Christa, and i must thank them for the wonderful night...
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Tuesday, June 14

YAY!!!

well, lately i have been doing wonderful, seriously... today didnt doo much, hung out with Katie... EVERYONE, MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 7 DAYS!!! mmmmm... i havce this feeling, i like it, alot... alot alot.... but it is soooooooo nice.... i finally got round to shaving YAY!!! but yah... i have decided tonight, that I, Charles Mitchell(only time ill refer to myself with the real name) is the Reese Puff King... if neone else tries to take that title, fuck off, i called it... i love them, i could talk bout them for years... the crunchiness... the taste, the texture, the smell... and the color... but i hate it when they get soggy from not eating em quick enough, when they just sit... but yah, well, im tiered as hell, so im gonan get to bed...

Gute Nacht, schlafen fest und susse Traume.

it be german, a lil that i know... but i dont have those lil dots bove the one u and the one a...

figure it out...


Ich liebe das Leben, es bin wundervoll

Monday, June 13

fuck

well, my computer is officially FUCKED over.. yah it really sucks... i cant use winamp, and it runs slow as fuck... and i gotta get new speakers, mine are fucked... they still work, but the wires are done for... so when i get new ones, im gonna get an amp along with it... and my baseball bat is gonna meet thse ones... lately, ive been pretty good... the batteries in my keyboard are now low... damn... it said that like 2 months ago, and they have yet to die...went swimming the other day with Katie and Joe... that was fun... and we had an egg toss... i got covered in that shit, it was icky... yestarday was fun... im gonna go swimming in my pool as soon as we finish cleaning itr... its all icky, but that mean that we can play lagoon monsters... that was fun itimes... im bored right now.... c ant really fix it haha... then of course, theres always that one thing thats on my mind... has been for awhile... will be till i fix it... and im oing to... is hot as fuck in my room, so i think im gonna go do something like useful... i burnt myself with ciggarettes like 5 times in the last three days, all cuz my fan blew em off the ashtray... well i must be goiung now, time for chores... bye bye everyone...

Friday, June 10

FINALLY A GOOD DAY!!!

well, im sitting here, gotta make 12 dollars, 7 for the LAN party tonight, and 5 for smokes... still deciding if i want to quit, but idk... hopefully gonna go to Joes for Mary's going away shits... but i got alot of work to do... lately, i have been feeling wonderful, perticularly today... i know why to... i got a spoofy background... its wonderful... my neck turned green lastnight from one of my necklaces... it was funny... i saw a black guy that could hack pretty good to... hes from southern pitt... well, i mus return to my work... bye bye everyone...

P.S. Lifes WONDERUL

Sunday, June 5

hmmm...

well, not much interesting news for lately... today was the marathon... schools out... not much else... marathon sucked... had to hand out water... saw a japanese guy, he took a picture of me and Dee while he was running... he just stopped and is like, Can i get a picture... kind of a dumb thing to do while running a marathon... ive been bored alot lately... im not tired... ive been up since 4 am... but i slept alot since... watching scary movie 2... its pretty good... listening to Atreyu- Hometown Revenge... i wonder how long i can stay up... Damnit, my bro and i were suppose to hang tonight, but hes in Emporium seeing his gf... I havent see Carry in a while... she drove by today... wish i could see her... miss her... I just yawned... and im kinda hungry... Recently, i have gotten to know things alot better than what they really are... It took a long talk with a great friend that is now gone... Its gonna be different round here without him... I now know a person can see more with thier eyes closed... few understand that, but.. nevermind, not gonna get into that... Mike cancelled the LAN party that was supposed to be lastnight damnit, its kinda annoying, havent had one in like 5 weeks... i just got really hungry for gummy worms and crackers... and some pizza... in galeton at the acorn, they have this breakfast pizza... nasty shit... tastes funny and leaves a funny taste... i want some peanut m&m's... ive been thinking bout something lately... its that i myself dont really think im as fat as what i tell people... i think i am a quite nice size... not fat, not obeese(i think thats how u spell it), and deffinately not anorexic... and im not that bad of a guy.. whenever i say something about myself, please, noone be offended, im just messing... i find myself to be wonderful, im the best i can be, its all i can do... people that cant accept that just need to deal with it... Hmm... i had a quite interesting dream lastnight... it was pretty cool... but odd... it keeps going through my mind... there were wonderful parts, then there were others that bothered me alot... those are the ones i cant get out of my head.. i am starting to be able to concentrate better... dont know why... i need something... oh well... Christa i got a question, do u still have that 6 gauge taper cuz if u do, i need it... well, i cant think of nething else to say, so im gonna go get another shower... second one tonight...
night night sleeptight sweetdreams angels watch over everybody...